PAIN

this time, the pain stings.

was what we had nothing to you ?
you're being so indenial.
telling people you had no feelings towards me,
saying i'm the one who's to blame
for putting my hopes up too high.
hey come on, i wouldn't be dumb enough
to actually out my hopes up high if it wasn't
you giving those damn bloody hopes.
yes your words maybe don't show them,
but you actions were clear enough.
i have no idea how easy you can get,
to actually go back to the girl who brought
so much pain to you in those 3 years.
i had to watch you suffer, i was there for you.
so what was i? just an entertaiment?
all this while just to wait for your ex to come back?
what was all those 47 times we went out?
nothing to you? was i your pure enjoyment?
i really just don't understand.
and now you're shutting me off just like that.
by blocking me on every social network. wow.
how childish can you ever get?
what happened to so called
"being afraid of loosing our friendship"?
yeap, that was all bullshit. all crap.
the thought of what you did hurts,
brings in so much hatred to you.
trusted you well enough. believed you were different.
funny. funny how you think you can let go of all this.
i believe karma will do it's job.
well have fun with your dream girl.
may you both have all the happiness in the world.
i believe in God, and Allah will have His ways.